I thought I had it all.
Then God came and swept it away.
At first I resisted, hung on tightly, and bargained with Him,
immensely afraid to lose His gifts.
Fear, anxiety, and turmoil
just a few among many emotions
Built up inside of me like a whirlwind within.
Time passed and I realized that I was bargaining with God-
the one that transforms the impossible to the possible.
I slowly released the gifts back to His will.
Smiles unfolding on my face.
Understanding, and accepting.
I figured – If God knows that there are greater gifts,
and furthermore that I am worthy of them,
then let His creativity and wisdom unroll!
Surely, to have something greater than what I have now,
is sparking my curiosity.
For God never takes something away…
Without replacing it with something better.